HONESTLY ALL I ASK FOR IS HONESTY BIG KRITS RED EYE IS UNDOUBTEDLY THEE MOST HONEST SONG I HAVE HEARD THAT DETAILS THE MALE PERSPECTIVE OF A DETERIORATING RELATIONSHIP. REFRESHING [YET DISHEARTENING] TO HEAR. ITS UNFORTUNATE THAT THIS TYPE OF VIEW IS NOT TYPICALLY EXPRESSED NOR ACKNOWLEDGED BY MEN WITH ANY RELATIVE TIMING IN REAL LIFE. [TYPICAL] /QUEEN IS MUCH MORE THAN THE WEIGHT OF THE CROWN/ /I CANT BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE/YOU SHOOTIN TOO LOW CUZ YOU AINT AIMIN AT ME/ /IF YOU CALL DONT BE FRUSTRATED AT ME/JUST LEAVE YO HEART AT THE BEEP CUZ MINE IS HARDER TO REACH/CUZ YOURS IS HARDER TO SEE/IF YOU AINT READY TO FLY JUST FORGET ABOUT ME/ /I AINT THE WOMAN YOU WANT ME TO BE/BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT AINT BOTHERIN ME/ -KILA: CURRENTLY BANGIN IT ON REPEAT 

HONESTLY ALL I ASK FOR IS HONESTY

BIG KRITS RED EYE IS UNDOUBTEDLY THEE MOST HONEST SONG I HAVE HEARD THAT DETAILS THE MALE PERSPECTIVE OF A DETERIORATING RELATIONSHIP. REFRESHING [YET DISHEARTENING] TO HEAR. ITS UNFORTUNATE THAT THIS TYPE OF VIEW IS NOT TYPICALLY EXPRESSED NOR ACKNOWLEDGED BY MEN WITH ANY RELATIVE TIMING IN REAL LIFE. [TYPICAL]

/QUEEN IS MUCH MORE THAN THE WEIGHT OF THE CROWN/

/I CANT BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE/YOU SHOOTIN TOO LOW CUZ YOU AINT AIMIN AT ME/

/IF YOU CALL DONT BE FRUSTRATED AT ME/JUST LEAVE YO HEART AT THE BEEP CUZ MINE IS HARDER TO REACH/CUZ YOURS IS HARDER TO SEE/IF YOU AINT READY TO FLY JUST FORGET ABOUT ME/

/I AINT THE WOMAN YOU WANT ME TO BE/BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT AINT BOTHERIN ME/

-KILA: CURRENTLY BANGIN IT ON REPEAT 

PONDERING…
-KILA: IN DEEP THOUGHT.
“FORGIVENESS IS LETTING GO OF THE HOPES OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN.”
FRIEND ZONE FIASCO: THIS HAS PRETTY MUCH BEEN THE UNFORTUNATE RECCURANCE AND STORY OF MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY LATELY. BEING PUT IN, STUCK IN AND SEEMINGLY UNABLE TO ESCAPE THE DOOM AND GLOOM OF THE FRIEND ZONE. HENCE CAUSING ME TO WONDER WHAT’S CONTINUALLY PLACED THERE THRU THE EYES OF MEN?? OF COURSE SITUATIONS ALL VARY BUT THERE MUST BE SOME COMMON FACTOR HERE THAT I AM OBLIVIOUS TO. I SEE NO ISSUE WITH HAVING PLATONIC MALE FRIENDS, EXCEPT WHEN THAS ALL I CAN SEEM TO ATTRACT VS ATTRACTING MEN THAT WOULD POTENTIALLY BE INTERESTED IN ME. JUST WANTED TO DO A LIL VENTING IN THE MIDST OF MY SOUL SEARCHING FOR THE MOST EFFECTIVE AND IMMEDIATE REMEDY TO MY PREDICAMENT. I DO NOT INTEND NOR WILL I QUOTE BEFRIEND ANY MORE UNINTERESTED MEN. THIS LAST ONE ROUNDED OUT THE ROSTER. I JUST WANNA BE SEEN FOR THE WOMAN I AM. WHICH ISN’T THAT MUCH TO ASK [IN MY MIND ANYWAYS]… OR IS IT THAT THE YOUNG SIRS IN WHICH I’M DEALING VIEW ME AS A RARETY SINCE THEM HAVIN PLATONIC FRIENDSHIPS IS NOT AS TYPICAL FOR THEM? IF THAT IS THE CASE AT LEAST TO SOME THEN IM FLATTERED, HOWEVER I MUST DECLINE YOUR INVITE. KILA: NO LONGER BEIN THAT COOL OF A BITCH.

FRIEND ZONE FIASCO:

THIS HAS PRETTY MUCH BEEN THE UNFORTUNATE RECCURANCE AND STORY OF MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY LATELY. BEING PUT IN, STUCK IN AND SEEMINGLY UNABLE TO ESCAPE THE DOOM AND GLOOM OF THE FRIEND ZONE. HENCE CAUSING ME TO WONDER WHAT’S CONTINUALLY PLACED THERE THRU THE EYES OF MEN??

OF COURSE SITUATIONS ALL VARY BUT THERE MUST BE SOME COMMON FACTOR HERE THAT I AM OBLIVIOUS TO. I SEE NO ISSUE WITH HAVING PLATONIC MALE FRIENDS, EXCEPT WHEN THAS ALL I CAN SEEM TO ATTRACT VS ATTRACTING MEN THAT WOULD POTENTIALLY BE INTERESTED IN ME.

JUST WANTED TO DO A LIL VENTING IN THE MIDST OF MY SOUL SEARCHING FOR THE MOST EFFECTIVE AND IMMEDIATE REMEDY TO MY PREDICAMENT. I DO NOT INTEND NOR WILL I QUOTE BEFRIEND ANY MORE UNINTERESTED MEN. THIS LAST ONE ROUNDED OUT THE ROSTER.

I JUST WANNA BE SEEN FOR THE WOMAN I AM. WHICH ISN’T THAT MUCH TO ASK [IN MY MIND ANYWAYS]… OR IS IT THAT THE YOUNG SIRS IN WHICH I’M DEALING VIEW ME AS A RARETY SINCE THEM HAVIN PLATONIC FRIENDSHIPS IS NOT AS TYPICAL FOR THEM? IF THAT IS THE CASE AT LEAST TO SOME THEN IM FLATTERED, HOWEVER I MUST DECLINE YOUR INVITE.

  • KILA: NO LONGER BEIN THAT COOL OF A BITCH.
APOLOGIES FOR SUCH DELAY… ALTHOUGH I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE… THERE HAVE BEEN MANY EVENTS THAT HAVE UNFOLDED. INCLUDING NEWLY FOUND EMPLOYMENT, POTENTIAL LOVE INTEREST, AND MODE OF MOBILITY. OVERALL THINGS ARE LOOKING UP.  MISSING IRELAND MORE NOW THAN EVER SINCE THE INSET OF MY FACTORY FRUSTRATIONS [AND APPARENT DISLEXIA: AS I MISPELLED THEN CORRECTED HALF OF THAT LASST SENTENCE].  HOWEVER AS LIFE GOES ON SO DOES MY BLOG EVEN AFTER OVER A MONTH OF BEING UNTOUCHED AND UNUPDATED.  -KILA KALI: WONDERING WHERE YOUR HEAD IS, AS MINE IS HERE. 

APOLOGIES FOR SUCH DELAY…

ALTHOUGH I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE… THERE HAVE BEEN MANY EVENTS THAT HAVE UNFOLDED. INCLUDING NEWLY FOUND EMPLOYMENT, POTENTIAL LOVE INTEREST, AND MODE OF MOBILITY. OVERALL THINGS ARE LOOKING UP. 

MISSING IRELAND MORE NOW THAN EVER SINCE THE INSET OF MY FACTORY FRUSTRATIONS [AND APPARENT DISLEXIA: AS I MISPELLED THEN CORRECTED HALF OF THAT LASST SENTENCE]. 

HOWEVER AS LIFE GOES ON SO DOES MY BLOG EVEN AFTER OVER A MONTH OF BEING UNTOUCHED AND UNUPDATED. 

-KILA KALI: WONDERING WHERE YOUR HEAD IS, AS MINE IS HERE. 

PARCHED AT PANERA.
WHAT MORE NEEDS TO BE SAID EXCEPT THAT THAT FROZEN CARMEL WITH EXTRA CARMEL WAS HITTIN DAWGG!
-KILA: QUENCHIN THE THIRST THO.
PIECES OF INDIVIDUALITY: I ALREADY MISS THESE AND THE WAY THEY ARE ME. A MILLION LITTLE PIECES PUT TOGETHER IN THEIR OWN UNIQUE WAY, YET THEY ARE A PERFECT FIT! EACH BIT MOLDED AND SCULPTED IN ONLY A WAY GOD CAN. -KILA: REMINISCING OVER YOU.

PIECES OF INDIVIDUALITY:

I ALREADY MISS THESE AND THE WAY THEY ARE ME. A MILLION LITTLE PIECES PUT TOGETHER IN THEIR OWN UNIQUE WAY, YET THEY ARE A PERFECT FIT! EACH BIT MOLDED AND SCULPTED IN ONLY A WAY GOD CAN.

-KILA: REMINISCING OVER YOU.

THE GREENEST GREEN I EVER SEEN: A SNAP SHOT OF THE LONG IRISH GRASS THAT COVERS MANY A ROLLING HILL THERE. I CLIMBED A HILL ONE OF MANY EXPLORERS WITH THREE LEGS. AT THE TOP I BASK IN BEING BREATHLESS [DUE TO BEAUTY OF THE LANDSCAPE AND BEIN OUTTA SHAPE… SMG]. REGARDLESS, I VENTURE TO THE TOP AND THE VIEW BELOW IS DEFF WORTH IT! -KILA: ON TOP OF THE WORLD.

THE GREENEST GREEN I EVER SEEN:

A SNAP SHOT OF THE LONG IRISH GRASS THAT COVERS MANY A ROLLING HILL THERE.

I CLIMBED A HILL ONE OF MANY EXPLORERS WITH THREE LEGS. AT THE TOP I BASK IN BEING BREATHLESS [DUE TO BEAUTY OF THE LANDSCAPE AND BEIN OUTTA SHAPE… SMG]. REGARDLESS, I VENTURE TO THE TOP AND THE VIEW BELOW IS DEFF WORTH IT!

-KILA: ON TOP OF THE WORLD.

WHY DOES MY ‘KETCHUP’ TASTE LIKE GUINNESS??… SHIT LIKE THAT MUST ONLY HAPPEN IN IRELAND.